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there's
a kind
of longing
that stops
your breath
mid-dance,
a hammer
through your
record player heart;
all the organs stop
to gawk at the commotion.
it burns up
your gums
like a french kiss with
whiskey,
your teeth rotting
even as your lips embrace:
toxicity.
it throws your heart
again and again
against your ribs:
relentless.
but you
you are left
with staggered breath
and a smile,
because you've learned to want for this life
just as thoroughly you wanted to leave it.
a kind
of longing
that stops
your breath
mid-dance,
a hammer
through your
record player heart;
all the organs stop
to gawk at the commotion.
it burns up
your gums
like a french kiss with
whiskey,
your teeth rotting
even as your lips embrace:
toxicity.
it throws your heart
again and again
against your ribs:
relentless.
but you
you are left
with staggered breath
and a smile,
because you've learned to want for this life
just as thoroughly you wanted to leave it.
Literature
The Gardener
i bloomed and blossomed at your touch
and waited patiently to be plucked:
lay among daisies in fields
danced between roses in gardens
swayed with jasmine in courtyards,
never once questioning whether i belonged
for i knew the only place i wanted to be
was on your windowsill for the world to see.
Literature
Forging Foundations
there is part of me that knows these walls
in the same ways I know
unrequited was the dream I used to tie my strings to,
unrequited was the hope I used to fill myself up,
unrequited is just a word I used to be friends with
because you've crooked your fingers
into the hooks of my jeans
and you've hooked my heart,
dangling, a stranger to safety
learning how to let someone lead--
there is a piece of me that fears these feelings
like I fear insects that sting, like I fear wildfires that rage,
like I fear porcelain dolls
with cracked faces and scarred chests
because so far in this life,
all the beautiful things I've ever held
have come to me brok
Literature
notesleep
playing my emphases like harp strings
your voice smokes thru the oaken bramble
pour a carbonated apology, a sun-stained
mile marked envelope, two ill-fitted birds,
hands small holes right before a rush of river
what it feels like being swallowed from the outside
crushing rings into truth serum, pretend
to be out of tune with that deception
I have been unable to parse my own persona
a pink cotton voice I remember thru the phone
I remember because it formed me into a granary
one crop after another of patriarchal idioms
whisper my secrets so softly into a glint of red hair
a saucer-eyed lace pattern cut into pine paper
I practice radical self lo
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This is very well written and thoughtful.